COME TO MY PLAYROOM

2005-11-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

You scored as Feeling This - Blink 182. You are "Feeling This" by Blink-182. You're a charming, optimistic person, and you believe that sex is nothing without love. Your friends and significant other are both equally important to you- everyone is incredibly important in your book and you are supportive of all of your friends and family.

Feeling This - Blink 182

85%

Minority - Green Day

80%

Save Me - Unwritten Law

75%

Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday

70%

Buried a Lie - Senses Fail

65%

Too Far Gone - All American Rejects

60%

Helena - My Chemical Romance

60%

The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

60%

Work - Jimmy Eat World

60%

You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday

55%

You know what they do to guys like us in prison - My Chemical Romance

55%

Burnout - Green Day

50%

Home - Three Days Grace

35%

What emo/rock song are you?
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2005-11-03T03:31:00.001+08:00

nicee

2005-11-03T03:31:00.000+08:00

thas nice

2005-11-03T03:30:00.000+08:00

this is hard

2005-11-03T03:29:00.000+08:00

try loin at this crowd and spot me...(Hint : Bleed)

2005-11-03T03:28:00.001+08:00

friends

2005-11-03T03:28:00.000+08:00

triplet

2005-11-03T03:27:00.000+08:00

finally

2005-11-03T03:26:00.001+08:00

frenz together sharing their sorrow

2005-11-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

aint he hot ?

2005-11-03T03:25:00.001+08:00

happy !

2005-11-03T03:25:00.000+08:00

bmy acc.

2005-11-03T03:24:00.000+08:00

fear had captured me once again

2005-11-03T03:23:00.002+08:00

illusionist !

2005-11-03T03:23:00.001+08:00

reflect.

2005-11-03T03:23:00.000+08:00

edge it out !

2005-11-03T03:22:00.002+08:00

crucify me, my entanglement

2005-11-03T03:22:00.001+08:00

inverted

2005-11-03T03:22:00.000+08:00

cool huh !

2005-11-03T03:21:00.003+08:00

girl power

2005-11-03T03:21:00.002+08:00

ghostly

2005-11-03T03:21:00.001+08:00

girls..boys...

2005-11-03T03:21:00.000+08:00

girlz...

2005-11-03T03:20:00.002+08:00

she wrote that, not me -

2005-11-03T03:20:00.001+08:00

pam and me

2005-11-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

choirister ~

2005-11-03T03:19:00.000+08:00

gc in mexico !

2005-11-03T03:18:00.003+08:00

gc for life !

2005-11-03T03:18:00.002+08:00

gc !

2005-11-03T03:18:00.001+08:00

nice effect

2005-11-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

good charlotte ~

2005-10-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

We have the original folktale for you to read here:

The Corpse Bride

Once upon a time there was a young man who lived in a village in Russia. He was to be married and he and his friend prepared to go to the village where his bride-to-be lived, two days walk from his own village.

The first night the two friends decided to set up camp by a river. The young man who was going to be married spotted an unusual looking stick in the ground that looked like a bony finger. He and his friend started joking about this bony finger sticking out of the ground and the young man who was going to be married took the golden wedding ring from his pocket and put it on the strange-looking stick. And then he started to do the wedding dance around the stick; he danced around the stick with the golden wedding ring three times and he sang the Jewish wedding song, and recited the entire marriage sacrament as he danced around the stick, he and his friend laughing the whole time.

Their fun stopped suddenly when the earth started rumbling and shaking beneath their feet. The place where the stick had been opened up and a very bedraggled looking corpse emerged, a living corpse, she had been a bride, but now was barely more than a skeleton held together by shreds of skin, still wearing an old torn white silk wedding dress. Worms and spider webs hung on the once-beaded bodice and tattered veil.

The two young men were aghast.

"Ah," she said, "you have done the wedding dance and pronounced the marriage vows and you have put a ring on my finger. Now we are man and wife. I demand my rights as your bride."

Shuddering with terror at the corpse bride's words, the two young men fled to the village where the young bride was waiting to be married. They went straight to the rabbi.

"Rabbi," asked the young man breathlessly, "I have a very important question to ask you. If by some chance you're walking in the woods and you happen to see a stick that looks like a long bony finger coming out of the ground and you happen to put a golden wedding ring on the finger and do the wedding dance and pronounce the wedding vows, is this indeed a real marriage?"

Looking very puzzled, the rabbi asked, "Do you know of such a situation?"

"Oh no, no, of course not, it's just a hypothetical question."

Stroking his long beard thoughfully, the rabbi said, "let me think about it."

And just then, a big gust of wind blew the door open, and in walked the corpse bride. "I lay claim to this man as my husband, for he has placed this wedding ring on my finger and pronounced the solemn marriage vows," she demanded, her bony finger rattling as she shook it at her intended brigegroom.
"This is indeed a very serious matter. I'll have to consult with the other rabbis," said the rabbi.
Soon all the rabbis from the surrounding villages were gathered together. They went into conference, while the two young men anxiously awaited their decision.

The corpse bride waited on the porch tapping her foot, declaring, "I want to celebrate my wedding night with my husband."

These chilling words made every hair on the young man's body stand on end, though it was a warm summer day.
While the rabbis were conferring, the real human bride arrived and wanted to know what all the fuss was about. When her fiance explained just what had happened, she started weeping, "Oh, my life is ruined, all my hopes and dreams are shattered; I'll never be married, never have a family."
Just then the rabbis came out and asked: "Did you indeed put a gold ring on the finger, and did you dance around it three times and did you indeed pronounce the wedding vows in their entirety?"
The two young men who by this time were cowering in a far corner nodded their heads.
Looking very serious the rabbis went back to confer again.

And the young bride wept bitter tears, while the corpse bride was by now gloating at the prospect of her long awaited wedding night.

After a short while the rabbis solemnly marched out, took their seats, and announced, "Since you put the wedding ring on the finger of the corpse bride and you danced around it three times reciting the wedding vows, we have determined that this constitutes a proper wedding ceremony. Even so, we have decided that the dead have no claim upon the living."

Sighing and murmuring could be heard from all corners, the young bride was especially relieved.
The corpse bride, however, howled, "Oh, there goes my last chance for a life; I'll never have my dreams fulfilled now, it's forever lost," and she collapsed on the floor. It was a pathetic sight, a heap of bones in a tattered wedding gown, lying there, lifeless.
Overcome with compassion for the corpse bride, the young bride knelt down and gathered up that old heap of bones, carefully arranging the shredded silk finery and holding her close, half sang, half murmured, as if cradling a crying infant, "dont worry I'll live your dreams for you, I'll live your hopes for you, I'll have your children for you, I'll have enough children for the two of us and you can rest in peace knowing that our children and our children's children will be well cared for and will not forget us."

Tenderly she closed the eyes of the corpse bride, tenderly she held her in her arms and slowly and with measured steps she marched down to the river with her fragile charge, took her down by the river where she dug a shallow grave for her and laid her in it and crossed the bony arms over the bony chest, the one hand clasping the one with the ring on it, and folded the wedding gown around her.

Then she whispered, "May you rest in peace, I will live your dreams for you, don't worry, we will not forget you."
The corpse bride looked happy and at peace in her new grave, as if she somehow knew that she would be fulfilled through this young bride And the young bride covered up, slowly, the corpse bride, covered up the tattered wedding gown in the shallow grave, covered it all up with earth, then put wildflowers all over the grave and stones all around it.
Then the young bride went back to her fiance and they were married in a very solemn wedding ceremony and they lived many happy years together. And all their children and grandchildren and great grandchildren were always told the story of the corpse bride, and so she was not forgotten, nor was the wisdom and compassion she had taught them forgotten either.

BACKGROUND:

The Corpse Bride is a story based on actual events that occurred in 19th century Russia, at a time when anti-semitism was widespread in eastern Europe. Very often bands of anti-semites would waylay a Jewish wedding party on their way to the wedding. And because the bride would be the one to bear future generations, she would be ripped out of the carriage and murdered.
She would then be buried in her wedding gown.

2005-09-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

it is a cursed zodiac, because scorpio suffers the most emotionally to reap the best of it.....

scorpio people are ...deep.

layers and layers of thinking, and there is very little chance one can penetrate through it

unless you are another scorpio, you feel what the other scorpio feels.

scorpio people have very very strong desires.

and is extremely possessive

when they want something, they want something. non-negotiable

and scorpios...long for attention of their loved ones a lot.

they really NEED the feeling of appreciation for peaceful survival

or they would most probably turn very hostile...and show very hideous characteristics...jealousy surfaces and takes over the person.

this is...scorpio. isn't it cursed?

everybody suffers, just that scorpio suffers the most.

locate your desire

focus in , divert all your resources and get it now. no procrastination is allowed if you want success.

don't CARE what others say

because it's most likely what pulls you back, and destroys everything.

and it's the hardest thing for a scorpio

because scorpios are very self-concious

they CARE about what people say.

2005-09-05T12:48:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha

2005-09-05T12:48:00.001+08:00

thats my another character =)

2005-09-05T12:46:00.001+08:00

thats me sleeping in maple.

2005-09-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

Mesmerised by your every word

2005-09-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

shing chun bro. and me

2005-09-01T15:13:00.003+08:00

frenz forever

2005-09-01T15:13:00.002+08:00

me.pam.winnie

2005-09-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

maize.pam.winnie

2005-09-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

me and pam

2005-09-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

my bloody hert is dug out for you

2005-09-01T15:11:00.001+08:00

me and winnie

2005-09-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

me and pam

2005-09-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

just read -

continued...

2005-08-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

so yeah back now writing this as i realised i havn't been updating..well..right now im relaxing and listening to some old songs...today in school was pretty fine..not bad afterall

We went to bubble tea shop to order some drinks and went back to school to find winnie and kelly as i bought them drinks and waffle too. so yeah back in school saw kelly and she told me she ws looking for me..haha..so i passed her waffle and realised i forgot all about her drink..lol...but well..she said nvm so then we went to piano area and slack while waiting for winnie and played some new stuff man..its kinda cool...ive decided to compose new songs cause im getting bored..haha..after that ahmad msg me to tell me he's outside school so went to find him and meet him up..and i went back to school to get my stuff and walked out and they came my house to study and stuff like that.

winnie cooked spaghetti for us while we siting and resting..haha.but we came to realise not enough sauce so ahmad and i went to the nearby shop to get some stuff and went back. and so we ate spaghetti while me and mad shared aplate and end up eatin a little bit of it..haha..and wasted the rest of it..lol..its damn salty ! hahah thankx for Mr Bernerdo III ! lol..so we sat down again and talk and watch winnie sit there surfing the internet..

after that all of us went to squeeze in my room and study and after awhile they went home and im left to clean up the mess..hahah...but well what to do...thats my house...haha..so yeah i did wash the floor as its a little oily and wash up the plates and all and now here i am surfin the internet and chattin with them thru msn..so shall end here now..bye

nth much..jus here to update

2005-08-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

right...so now...my friends are at home...eatin spaghetti..hahaha...okay la...shall continue ltr...zhaox.

2005-08-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

goth

2005-08-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

if you fall in love, fall in love and hold nothing back

2005-08-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

dirty little secret

2005-08-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

unwanted.

2005-08-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

i stepped on this after sec 3 performance, it hurt me so much, very pain.

2005-08-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

please love me like you always do -

2005-08-14T14:26:00.002+08:00

me and her-

2005-08-14T14:26:00.001+08:00

reflected -

2005-08-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

another one-

2005-08-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

by me -

2005-08-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

stich'd up

The Used -All That I've Got

2005-08-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

2005-08-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

man today so tiring. went school with a tired face. as i spent the last whole night on the design for our cls t shirt.come school felt so tired the whole day. After school, went for choir till 3.30p.m and was dismissed and im like wow so happy as it ended early.BUT.selected group had to stay back to practice when you believe. there goes my happiness down the drain.lol. but had fun in practice till 5 .

After that i went home straight and bathe and get dressed up and off i go to meet pamela first and i waited so long.but thats okay cus i dun mind waiting as music accompanied me thru the waiting. without it i guess i will turn out mad. haha..while im waiting, i came across this family and the lady carryin this baby was so cute ! she is a mixture of chinese and caucasian and she wave to me a few times and i wave back happily to her too.se is simply cute. just simply luv her eyes. haha.

after awhile, pam came. and we took a bus to central and meet benben to cineleisure as im meeting axel there. and its my first time meeting him. and he looks good. haha. went to bk for dinner together and saw jia min and li min. and i felt that he alone and me with all of my frens did make him felt out of place. after dinner went up to shop abit and he had to leave so i sent him off to somerset control station and catch up with my friends to far east and went searching for 2001 shop to see some nice band tees and more. it makes me so crazy..haha...and went up to 77th streets as pam wanna pierce her ear and after that went back to tampines central and i went starbucks to grab a drink and went mac as the rest wanna buy drinks from there. and went home and its about 11+ right now. shall rest for tmr performance. so shall update some othertime. byex

Happy Birthday To YOU ~~

2005-07-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

This post is simply for my dearest friend Jia Yu. Happy Birthday Girl !! May your wish come true and All the best in whatever you're doing =) Rock ON !

A day at home..

2005-07-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

(Thinking what she could write in this blog of her's. *Scratching her head* Okay here it goes..)Listen closely mortal humans i've little to say for today...music is good..art is good..be creative, it keeps the voices out of your head. Then again maybe that's what spawns imagination in the first place..in fact they are telling me what to type right now...(By the way, i copied this shit from Billy's Bio, its a fact and i totally agree on what he said.)Rock on Billy !

2005-07-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

sarah madden -

2005-07-14T22:59:00.001+08:00

Benji

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The Maddens n Pierre from SP

2005-07-14T22:58:00.001+08:00

Gc's Billy Martin Live In Singapore

2005-07-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Gc's Joel Madden Live In Singapore

2005-07-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

Gc's Joel n Benji Madden Live In Singapore

2005-07-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Gc's Benji Madden Live in Singapore

Good Charlotte Live In Singapore !![12 July 05]

2005-07-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

i went school on that day but came back during recess..[fake smile]..and stay at home and chat with firdaus[amd's fren] as he is having free period so i chat with him till 1 and i surf the net till 2 plus and pamela came my house and i went to bathe and dressed up and while dresing up, pam went to bathe and we shouted for wei ming as he is walking with a bunch of guys downstair and told him to not pay and end up payin 30 bucks so okay.

after we're done we walk towards the esso bus-stop and saw weiming and after that just went off and took a bus to pamela house to change into her own clothes as she was wearing my shirt when she at my house. And we set off to century square to collect the good charlotte ticket as she happened to be so lucky and won a ticket. And zul called me just to tell me that he left the tickets at home. I'm like...err...well nothing to say..but i knew it as i had the feeling that he will left it at home..lol..and so we decided to dance ddr at century square arcade and suddenly they came and scared me and pamela..haha..so after that we went to haagen daz to get ice cream and took a cab to find genevieve and all.

at about 5 or 6 we were queuing and its like rushing in and everyone is practically squeezing to jump queue..and of course we did( i mean who wont do that man)..soon we went in and sadly we cant get our camera in. even studded belt ! im like...errr...no comments..so yeah we went in and its not really alot of people and we stand at this corner and tried to get a good place to see. The moment it started, everyone started screamin and squeezing..and joel madden had to like wait for a while to ask all of us to back off and i was like carried out in order to not get crashed.its not easy and its like my skirt totally flip up and i quickly pulled down and luckily my shoe is still on...some of them lost their shoes which i find it rather ridiculous..haha..the concert was awesome ! they played The Anthem as the opening and songs like Hold On, S.O.S, Walk Away(Maybe),Festival Song, I Just Wanna Live, the World Is Black, Secrets, My Bloody Valentine(My favourite Song of all Gc's Song), Predictable, Mountain, The Chronicles Of Life And Death, We Believe, and the closing song is Lifestyle Of The Rich And Famous. It was awesome man the whole show.Billy kept throwing picks and towel too. But too bad im at the back never get a chance to get it. After the concert, we went out to queue up for bags and dying for water man.

so yeah, after collecting we walked one big round and end up at the roadside hailing for cab and now im home and shall turn in..good night -

2005-07-10T12:39:00.000+08:00

Rock on !

2005-07-10T12:38:00.001+08:00

my life of sweets -

2005-07-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

me -

2005-07-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

Tim Burton's Corpse Bride

2005-07-10T12:36:00.003+08:00

Jack Skellington -

2005-07-10T12:36:00.002+08:00

Top - Benjamin.Kaileng.Winnie.Jerome
Bottom - Me.Chuan jie.pearly

2005-07-10T12:36:00.001+08:00

Frenx 4eva -

2005-07-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Dunman Gang -

2005-07-10T12:34:00.001+08:00

Bleahx.

2005-07-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

Us -

argh...petty guy !

2005-06-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

bored.

why ?

cus i've been at home since i woke up.

im decomposing right now.

thanks to *jerome*.

or else ?

i would be out of the living hell.

heehee...=P

2005-06-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

Heehee...Having Dinner..Dun disturb ! -

2005-06-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

Orienteering Department -

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Chiefs, Advisors And Secreteries

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General Activities Department -

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Food And Beverage Department -

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Facilitators -

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Elements/Rockwall Department -

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QM Department -

2005-06-20T17:19:00.001+08:00

This is the original one..i made it brighter as the previous was too dark to be seen =)

2005-06-20T17:19:00.000+08:00

Element / Rockwall Department Rocks forever !!!

2005-06-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

Ltc Camp 2oo5 rawks !! this has editing on it -

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2005-06-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

look at benj arm..

2005-06-19T02:19:00.001+08:00

Gc rock on !

2005-06-19T02:19:00.000+08:00

cool huh

2005-06-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

i simply lurve this gc pic

2005-06-19T02:17:00.001+08:00

good charlotte

2005-06-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

Good Charlotte